Why is my sister - who is 8 years older than me given me hatred...
Let's start with the "Sensitive" fight.
We came back from church, then we were talking , then she throws the words " You're so sensitive" Excuse me? Aren't i made like that, who can change that about me? Not everyone in your world has to be who they are IN YOUR WAY. That totally shut me down.
Its weird that she can be nice but the totally oppisit later.
I would cry somewhere thinking " why are you like that- ur supose to be my older sister"
*ponders* and emotions come out.
Same for my brother who punched me in the eye because i TOUCHED him. same year . for Xmas and New Years. hopefully not this year.
Anyways today/tonight she was helping me study- not really. Says it in mean ways (tone)
and then she gives a comment that says i should pay attention more in class. Excuse me do you know how my teacher teaches, then you would understand that i am not good at listening and working at the same time...
Blah Blah... yea i go downstairs say stuff to her saying thats shes wrong. Ignores me. I annoy her.... leave and remind that she makes me cry cause how she talks and the attitude she give towards me.
Then she said something that shut me down. i have a fruit in my hand and i also had anger in myself. i set it free by throwing it towars here from the stairs. ( she was sitting at the further sofa) And it hit her face, i said sorry and she tried to punch me. i blocked both of her hands and held her wrist. " Let go!" No ... " i said let go!" ( ok fine fine..) punches my thigh. From me sh gets a Big slap on her back.
Even she knows that im stronger. so i dint hit too hard at least thats what i think. From her move it didnt hurt much but she made my leg weaker to stand. BTW we fought on the stiars.

This is just to tell my friends to keep an eye on my mood tomorrow at school.